Silver_neko11 Thu Aug 06, 2020 5:38 pm
She tries to move part of her body but she didn't say anything before her face flushed red. She looked more silent again but that made her close her hand in a fist. She sees him looking towards her that She sees Marcus pressing up even more against her body. This felt really off but she sees him just looking at her.
"Do you get what I'm trying to tell you..or you still don't?"
"No? I mean, they just spend time together don't they? That's all they do...right?" she asked but he only remains silent that he lets out a sigh to hold her hand tight that Katherine squeaks from the grip.
"..Just think a little longer, Kat.."
"But I told you what you meant right? What else...could...." She thinks a little more for it before her eyes widen blushing heavily. Was it true then?! She looks down feeling nervous but he saw the reaction to relax seeing her looking away.
"Do you get what I was saying now?" he looks at her face but she didn't answer him. "Lewis has changed thanks to Rosie but she's always there for him. Staying by his side no matter what. He is always there for her..no matter what. She'll do anything to see him happy..and I mean anything." he said quietly but he looks down to hold her slowly.
She thinks about it knowing that Lewis was different but she could think about it. Him helping her with anything she needs but later in the night, he would become happier with her.
"I know he and her grew closer over the months that he and her grown even closer to bonding. Nights where she leaves kisses against his face and neck showing she loved him. Knowing the possible outcome. He would be weak under her as she shows him she cares. NO matter what. Seeing his happy expression and seeing her just tells him she loved him no matter what. I feel the same with you...but...we grow apart...after you started your project just to fix what spell you cast on yourself."
"I...I thought I..."
"Thought what? That leaving me alone helps or makes it better. You think that's the possible outcome of things? Did you want us to be apart Kat?" he asked but she only shook her head no. That's not what she wanted. She wanted to help bring them closer but this while thing wasn't offering.
"As I said; I did this so I can work on the spell. I want to be able to fix it..s.so we can be more closer Marcus. Am I wrong? Was I wrong?"
"You were; by leaving me alone."
"...............I..."
"I miss you, every. Day. Seeing you not wanting to hang out together because of some spell? Don't you understand how badly I miss you? How I wish to have you by my side again? But no..you're doing this project but I don't see you.....what am I doing wrong? Why won't you be with me!?" he rose his voice slightly but she looks down feeling bad now.
"I told you I was working on a counter spell alright! You shouldn't be-"
"Well i am!"
"....................."
"I fuckin miss you..I want you to be here with me but it seems like you don't feel the same anymore! It's like you are trying to avoid me in some way without things happening alright! You only make it harder for me to know because you keep doing this when I tell you it's fine! Don't you even give a damn anymore Kat! Am i worth anything to you!?"
"But you do mean a lot to me! I just wanted things to work. That's why I'm working on the counter spell!"
"But you're fine! You don't need to do such a thing Katherine!"
"I'm sure you don't understand. I wanted us to be more closer alright! I just wanted things to be better with us alright!! Are you that pissed off about what I do!"
"Then you don't seriously give a damn! I care for you but it's like Rosie dose better than you as a lover! At least she loves Lewis more than you do! You don't give a shit and don't even listen to me! What good are you then!?"
"...................."
They remain quiet for a while till he lets her go so she slide to the floor looking down. He looks down at her but they didn't say a thing.
"...Did....Did I hurt you that much?" her words were soft but loud for him to hear.
"...........................From being away from me, yes. You did." he mutters to close his hand into a fist as Katherine looks down but she only stood up slowly to look down. He wanted for her to say something but she only walks by him not looking towards him as she gets to her study room door then stops.
"What? Do you have something to say?"
"..........I don't know what else to say to you...but all I can say to you is sorry.....I'll..leave you be Marcus."she didn't look at him but leaves the room to another room so she can clear her head. He remains in the room but said nothing wanting to think but his face was shadowed by half way by his hair.
Later on for about another four weeks to the start of the fifth, she was in town getting some things of food and materials while checking if the item she got was good. She didn't head back for a long time now but she wanted to clear her head for a while even after seeing Rosie laughing happily with Lewis. He seems happy too but she was glad for them. She looks down to a piece of fruit then offers gold for the food she got before heading back home. She got there a few hours ago and was cooking dinner for herself and him.
She didn't know where Marcus was but she didn't bother him after she took a break from her project. Chopping up some carrots, she adds them into the boiling pot with fresh meat and noodles on the side. She and him haven't been speaking to one another after their little spout but she only keeps quiet cooking dinner while remaining to herself. She knew Rosie was worried about her and him but she always told her she's fine. They need time to themselves after that.........
After cutting the onions, she adds them into the pot before starting to stir so it can cook. The smell was good and she gave a light smile before it disappeared, seeing things were alright with dinner. She goes to make sure everything was cooking properly now.
"......*Stirring pot slowly*........."